Feeling my heart beat faster
Feeling the blood rush
Feeling my body aching

"i dont think i can do it"

It's all up to you.  You chose how this works.  If it doesn't, I know that it's not my fault.  I love you.  I can wait.  I can love you for ever.  I can be with you forever.  I can make it through.  Can you?  It's up to you now.

"I DONT WANT IT TO BE"

It's up to you now.  

Silence.  It hurts.  Every silent second burns like acid on my skin.  

"i love you"
"i really do"

I know.  

It's up to you now.  

"but i dont think we would work out"

Tears.  

"but i still want to be with you though"

Tears.

"i dont know what the hell i want to do"

Tears.  It's up to you.  

Silence.  Tears.  Silence.

Talk of the future.  Our future...seperated.  My face is hot.  I feel the heat rising.  

Anger.  Such doubt.  Such lack of faith.  I know that we could make it.  But you don't believe it.  Or maybe you don't want to believe it.  

It's up to you.  


Silence.  More tears.  

The truth comes out.  It burns.  Truth's a bitch.  Bitter medicine, but medicine none the less.

Once last plea to save my heart.

DON'T LEAVE ME!

"i'll always be yours"

Liar.  

It was up to you.